time can go by really quickly and really slowly at the same time. no, this is not some philosophy from me, but just me realizing that i've lost track of the past few weeks quite easily. on the one hand, it seems like they've gone by really slowly, only a week and a half ago did i have my face shoved in a saucer full of whipped cream for my birthday. on the other hand, it seems like this week absolutely flew by. . .maybe because i was awake for virtually ALL of it. literally, i've forgotten what it feels like to be fully awake.
i'm not complaining. i've been working non-stop on all sorts of things for Dandia Dhamaka, coming FEBRUARY 15, 2003 at the masonic temple in Detroit!!!!!! despite the stress and lack of sleep and ignorance of my school work, i've been enjoying the experience thoroughly though. you really learn to trust other people when you have no choice but to. that sounds terrible, but its not. really. what i mean is stuff simply won't get done in time if you try to do it all yourself. besides, trying to do everything just isn't good for you. for your health. for your success. for your sanity. nothing. it's taking me awhile to figure that out still . . .whatever. with time comes maturity right? something like that.
